Setiap permasalahan, ada jalan penyelesaiannya!

Dugaan before kahwin ni macam melampau hebatnya. Melampau dan terlampau.

Setiap hari pun boleh nangis sorang-sorang.

Last night, I've received a very very bad news. Trouble sleeping. So, I've decided not to go to bootcamp.. *sigh*

Tried to talk to Ikas about how sad I was, but I didn't.

But, instead, he gave me a motivation for me to move on.

"Semua orang ada masalah, so kalau kita ada masalah, kita kene try selesaikan sendiri dengan sebaik mungkin"

and I did....

Alhamdulillah, hidup tenang sedikit hari ini..

Eventhough, masalah ni belum settle 100% lagi (Sebab kene tunggu 2-3 weeks procedure), hidup makin tenang.

I can do it, so can you!

Setiap permasalahan, ada jalan penyelesaiannya!

Keluh Dunia

10 days left!

Badan sakit2 sebab bertungkus lumus dengan gigih this week..

Ditambah pula dengan stress. Stress yang melampau. Stress about study, stress about wedding, stress about working life, stress dengan duit, yang paling stress adalah stress dengan people!

Well, I've come across dengan byk jenis manusia dekat2 dengan my wedding. Tak mampu nak kene tahan dengan manusia yang mementingkan diri sendiri and yang tak memahami situasi. I've never menyakiti hati orang lain during their own wedding/ their special day, and sekarang tatau kenapa ramai orang yang tak memahami i dalam time-time yang genting macam ni... Dugaan, dugaan.

It's my wedding, but I didn't feel like it's my wedding? I don't feel special at all. Almost everything I did on my own. Duit pun tak kacau duit orang, kot? (except the food during nikah n reception) .

Sekarang tangan dah start kasar, kulit dah terkopek2.. Tatau malam bila nak kene polish lantai. Glove tah hilang kat mane. So irresponsible!

Pegi spa? Facial? Bridal Treatment? Harapannnn! Semua tu macam so imposibble! Sebab sangat takda masa! Seriously.

Sangat stressful to be on my own wedding. Dah 3-4 hari berturut2 tidur tak tenang. Menangis sendirian sebab takde tempat nak luahkan...

But luckily, Ikas tak marah-marah sangat during time-time macam ni.. (I hope dia akan sabar dengan kerenah I).. Memahami lah jugak bakal suami ku ini.. InsyaAllah, dengan izin Allah.

Last night was the worst night ever! I'm so stressful, so he gave me this song! Apa lagi, menangislah saya tengah2 malam tadi..

Ariel Peterpan - Dara Lyrics

Dan jangan kau bersedih
Ku tahu kau lelah
Tepiskan keruh dunia
Biarkan mereka, biarkan mereka

Tenangkan hati di sana
Tertidur kau lelap
Mimpi yang menenangkan
Biarkan semua, biarkan semua

*
Kurangi beban itu
Tetap lihat ke depan
Tak terasingkan dunia
Dua jiwa perih

Masih ada disana
Tempat kita berdua
Dan hati yang menyatu
Tempat kita berdua

Back to *

Masih ada di sana
Untuk kita berdua

Well, I think that's it! I want to remain silence for awhile. Silent Treatment bak orang kata. Will prepare and siapkan everything on my own! Senang and takda tambahan "stress" dalam minggu-minggu terakhir ni... :)

Official Videographer #2!

Genap 30 hari lagi!

Nak cerita about yesterday dulu!

Semalam pegi settle kan the pocket envelope kat Menara KH, Jalan Sultan Ismail..

Then untuk mengelak dari berperang dengan traffic jam, kitorang melencong la ke Pavilion nak tengok movie KL Gangsta! The movie i bagi 4/5* ok? Quite good but still ada la hura hara sana sini..

But most importantly, saya dapat henbag untuk Hantaran nanti! I'm so so love love sangat.. Ikas wanted to give me Gucci, but I resists.. MAHAL SANGAT LA.. i tak biasa dengan harga handbag yang cecah sampai 4-5 ribu.. So, planning carik yang abit cheaper la.. Coach dah boring, so i dapat my first Mak Jekeb! So in loveeeee ok dah full stop...

Ikas pun dah dapat his shoes and shirts, so full stop jugak..

Balik tentulah dengan keletihan dan senyuman! hehe

Ok, cerita today pulak! Dah dapat Official Videographer for both events!

Ye ye, haritu dah beli voucher from Groupons (yang sangat murah masa tu for only RM120) for reception nanti.. tapi biarlah nak banyak2! hehehe bukan apa.. just nak bekap2 sikit sini sana..

Thanks to Noni sebab kenalkan mereka.. Harga sangat best... (best dalam erti kata lain, MURAH!)

Dia adalah Indahkarya Production!

:D

Below is their sample video!

Hopefully mine will turned out good too! :D

http://vimeo.com/indahkaryaproduction

Kad Kahwin Ili & Ikas

Kad dah siap last week, and received dah the cards last Friday. Well, for me the designs are okay, too cute for me, but the only problem is the material of the card... So cheap making material. The cost tak serupa mcm material card.

I'm so dissapointed actually, but I just can't say it out loud. It was my mistakes.

• The design of the card dah ready lama dah, tapi nak finalised itu ini... jadi hantar final artwork dekat printer for quotation dah makan masa 1 minggu..
• Then nak finalised material and artwork pun dah 1 minggu..
• So, bila dah delay semua... I couldn't wait for too long already sebab mama dah rushing nak card cepat... so I just said okay to print 1000 pieces without asking them to prepare the "mock-up" first...
• Printing process memang cepat.. 4-5 hari dah siap.. Patut on Saturday dah boleh siap.. Tapi kilang tutup plak sebab Public Holiday

So in the end card baru dapat last Friday.

Tapi....................................

• Envelope dorang leh salah bagi pulak... (salah size)
• Material card sangat tidak memuaskan hati...

and I need to bare with Ikas. He's very particular with all these small things. It was beyond our expectations. Sekarang ni, dia macam sangat pissed off sampai nak buat balik kad tu.. But dah takde masa dah kan? Lagi 32 hari je lagi... :(

So, we're planning to custom made the envelopes to make it more presentable. The cost dah tinggi dah sekarang.. But what to do kan?

Lesson learnt:

• Never deal with people yang you can't be mad at (your friends, especially).
• Make sure the printer gave the mock up first before printing out the final version of your cards
• Go with the ready made cards, don't go for customised ones!

Congrats to Farha & Zul

Selamat pengantin baru to my dearest, Farha! Semoga u dapat baby comel2 cepat2 hehehe.. Semoga hubungan korang kekal dan berbahagia dunia n akhirat!

Dah kawin dah budak ni.. She looks beautiful and kurus! Well, mmg dia dah kecik pun but nampak lagi kecik! Wuu... I'm gonna miss you dear! Pegi Kelantan nanti jangan nakal2 ya...

Be a good wifey!

Bila tengok wedding dia, terus rasa cuak.. 32 days je tinggal! Takutnyaa.... :(

Baju for Bridesmaid, DONE!

Semalam pegi shopping kain kat Kamdar! OMG the kain cotton there sangat lahhhhh cantik2.. It is my first time lah beli kain kat situ.. I'm a happy customer! The kain semua boleh kata murah la.. Lebey kurang je harga kain kat bandung sebenarnya! Weeee..

So the idea came up from Aimi.. To use pareo with top chiffon. Since both of them dah ada pareo, so it will make things easier.. Now we only need to tempah the chiffon top...

With pareo, there will be much options to wear your top.. So i leave it up to them on how to make their top!

Baju kurung biasa pun mcm ok with chiffon...

Traditional kebaya with pareo pun nice!

We're going to tempah esok! (eh, kenapa "we"? hahahahaha!!)

So I can now tick off baju for the bridesmaid!

p/s: can i be the bridesmaid too?? ^_^

Goodies for Solemnization?

Ok, now what?

Mom just called me and said that I need to buy some "goodies" for the guests during the solemnization.

OMG. sangat last minutes! kalau tau leh je beli kat Bandung haritu kan?

Hm.. nampaknya kene beli kat Nilai 3 je la kot?

But I want something cute.. Since nak buat sikit je kan? For like 50 guests je?

Tapi... Mana nak carik extra budget ni?

Help me!

Bedroom all set go!

10 hari lagi set untuk bilik pengantin sampai! Woot! Can't wait... all I can say is, I'M A SATISFIED CUSTOMER! The servis are superb, unlike the one in Kelana Jaya... Mahal and tak best langsung design! But whatever it is, finally duit $$$$ telah diterbangkan untuk kepentingan bakal suami dan isteri hekhekhek!

The bedroom set are all-white. Me likey! and the wardrobe ada full mirror! Awesomeness!

Will sneak peak the bedroom when the set is arrived!

Yays!

oh and insyaAllah, 10 hari juga door gift akan sampai from Bandung!

I. just. can't. wait!

38 hari lagi!

38 days left! Approximately 1 month plus to go!

Honestly, I'm feeling kinda nervous because the preparation are quite slow.. and my main concern is I haven't lose any weight (yet) due to the very high level of stress I'm having.. Hmm...

I've tried Cabbage Soup diet, but it only lasts for like 1 day? Sucks la diet tu.. Gassy all over my body. So not good for me and I've decided to stop the diet and continue eating like nobody's business..

But the good news is, I've joined the Bootcamp session. Thanks Aimi for introducing it to me! I'm in my 2nd month already. Nothing really changed, but I'm thankful to feel a lil bit healthier than .

ever.. At least I worked out for at least 2-3 times a week? Hehe

Yet....

My weight still doesn't change.. So does my eating habit...

So, come on ili! 38 days je lagi!

On the other matters,

1. All of the borang already being prepared. Just need to send it to Imam 1 week before.. Plan to send it on 1st July or the week after.. And to remind the Imam about my Nikah ceromony.
2. I've bought the Cadar & the Langsir for my room and the whole house
3. The Corsage and Bunga Pahar dah siap, but I haven't paid yet.. Haha. Will make the payment this week, InsyaAllah.
4. Door gift will be shipped by this week, InsyaAllah. (need to reconfirm by this Thursday)
5. There will be a small makan-makan session after my solemnization, so the khemah guy already confirmed. But the food, me and mama still searching for it.
6. Oh, the kad kahwin should be ready by this week, if not I'm going to be dead!

The things which are not ready yet are...

1. Balance money for Photographer (Aliff & Mukriz). Plan to pay them by next week.
2. The hantaran: Cincin Ikas, Kasut, Sejadah (2), Tafsir Al-Quran
3. Set bilik (Katil, Side Table, Wardrobe & Meja Mekap)
   
4. Pay Makcik Izan by this week
5. Door Gift delivery
6. Chocolates & Sweets for kids
7. Guest Book
8. Bunga Mangga
9. Baju for the night of the ceromony
10. Deco for bilik, carpet, bunga, tissue box

I guess that's all... kot?

Wish me luck! :D

One step closer

Alhamdulillah, dah jumpa imam jurunikah lepas Maghrib yesterday.. Everything is confirmed now.. The venue, date & time for solemnization (InsyaAllah). Now, I need to submit both borang to JAIS and then submit my borang kebenaran during my akad itself.

The most happiest moment is when Ayah told me that he will (insyaAllah) nikahkan me and hubby-to-be.. Bersyukur sangat. Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah, proses nak kahwin berjalan dengan lancar. Hopefully, semuanya akan berjalan lancar sampai aku selamat diijabkabulkan..

InsyaAllah..

:)